Well at least for the next 6 months, I am exam free ! Yesterday I just sat for my Chem paper ( repeat for Sem 3--> Organic Chemistry ) and today I got the results for the overall grades before I add the sem 3 results. ( Yeah, I know it's kinda confusing here..... )
So how's the results ? My pointer is 2.75. My best result so far. And this means, I passed all my subjects too !!! Praise God !!! ( Which means, even if I fail my repeat papers, I still pass hehehe )
And to the add the icing on the cake, I received a letter from MPM saying that I got a Band 5 for my MUET test ! Again, all glory goes back to Him. =)
I really am thankful and grateful for God's amazing grace, favor and mercy towards me. In the beginning I thought I couldn't make it, and I was practically so depressed with my results and myself. But He blessed me with so many angels in my life, that being my parents, family, friends and teachers.
I would like to thank :
My mother, who practically worry over me and prayed for God's help and open doors for my future.
I am everything I am now because of your love and prayers.
My father, who is the best driver in town, who drives me to my tuition, gatherings , school and so on.
My father is a man of few words, but he proves to us that love is more than words.
( If I ever get married, I will make sure that my future husband has the patience and driving skills of my dad. Period. )
My sister, who showers me with her love and affection. Joanne, you are really God sent. I love you.
My best friends, sisters . Jocelyn, Xiao Mei, Er Jie, Juwie, Yan Teng, Jia Wearn and the list goes on. Thank you so much for your support and prayers. You guys know how I struggled, and you all were there for me. Thank you so much gals.
To all my teachers in SPI, Aunty Yoke Eng, Aunty Keng King, Uncle Kwan, thanks so much for your encouragement and guidance.
Right now, I'm really overwhelmed. My prayer now is that God will open doors for me to a good local university with the right course.
I really hope I can get into Bimbingan dan Kaunselling dalam Pendidikan in UPM !!
I hope they have a strong CF group there. Also I look forward to learn Korean as a foreign language there too !!! Annyeong ~ =D
STPM brought the best and worse out of me.
For the first time in my life, I doubt myself when it comes to studies matters.
For the first time in my life, I cried my heart out when I am revising my studies.
For the first time in my life, I start to think ( REALLY THINK ) about my own strength and weaknesses.
For the first time in my life, I learn to accept myself as I am. It's okay to be imperfect. It's okay to just be average.
For the first time in my life, I learn to really WORK HARD to obtain what I desire. What you sow, you also reap.
And for the first time in my life, I learn to let my past go, to accept failures and to MOVE ON.
Oh I can tell you so many stories and write a thousand over words over this matter, but let me conslude by saying this :
I have changed. Seriously I have changed.
I am so different from the person I used to be back then when I was sitting for my SPM. I can't say it's for the better LOL, ( I hope so ), but I have changed. Definitely.
It's a new journey now. A new journey to a better future and a step closer to God's destiny for me. =)
Thank You God for making all this possible. =)
